Sometimes it's funny how dissatisfied I really am with my life. I feel as if I could be so much more than I am, and it is ironic too find that the one thing that I feel is stopping me at the moment, is one I so preciously defend.
I can see myself, but then I see myself.

I am only young, but these lifestyle choices I keep deciding against are wasting my youth and soon I will be too old for all of it. For once it is gone, only a regretful path lies ahead.