I dislike the fact immensely that you can see straight through me, as if I were as clear as glass. It's like I don't even notice my weakness's until I'm in your presence. Yet, I like the fact that you have the ability to do so, because it makes me feel as if there is at least one person who understands, and thinks the way I do. But I hate the feeling, that overwhelming feeling that is brought on by it, and I cannot work out if I am just strong, or if I am strong.

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Sometimes, I think people judge me too harshly. I'm not this intense person that I think people see me as, I like to plan things because it gives me security, everybody wishes they could see the future, and in a way it's like motivation, because I can already see mine.

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When I look at you I see two people, and I can't pin point what it is that makes you this other person in my mind when in reality you're so different, some how I think it is me, and I made you so. I am a theorist, and many a theory I have, yet all my theories seem to contradict one another, and I often feel that what I think must be incorrect, yet how do we ever really know what another person is thinking/feeling/otherwise. I wonder if you get it. It may not be as you think either. I just feel the difference, and don't like it. Although, it may just be me over thinking things, again. Yet I highly doubt that.