I spy with my little eye something beginning with 'S'.

I find it funny how ridiculous I am. All talk perhaps, in some aspects. I think it would be a release unlike any other, and I guess you could say that it was a bad influence on me. It got me to thinking, again. Sometimes I hate that I know the consequences.

I also find it funny how easy it would be for you to disappear from my life, completely. I am the worst and best in the same breath, it's like a flower, you pick off the petals until the answer remains, as simple as that. No doubling back, no second glance, nothing. Would it be as easy for you as it is for me? Easier perhaps? Bringing back to that old question that constantly plays in my head. Yet again, perhaps it's all talk, and I really do need you.

Also I've decided not to let you get to me, because I'm sick of it, and I know that I'm better than what you make me out to be at times.