If everyone is telling me that it was the right thing to do, then why do I feel like it was wrong?
I don't believe I am clinging onto any kind of hope.
Maybe I just see the good in people. Or believe that they don't deserve that. Because it was quite bitchy.
And just for the record, your opinion is biased anyway.
Or maybe I am so desperate for something more than what I have, I'd do it just to have a moment of what I want, or need, which is probably a better way to put it.
And I'd hate to think, and I truly hope that is isn't so, that she is out there with the smile of glory on her face. Because I'm still a firm believer that that smile is not yours to claim.
I guess I just want to prove to someone that I can be the best there is. Which again is my problem. Someone, anyone, whats the difference.