Attachment Theory. Need I say more?

Today I feel as if I could drive forever, just continue down a road to anywhere. I want to fight someone or something, in a way I kind of feel lifeless. Heavy. Tired. My mind is overwhelmed and I cannot focus. But what am I really thinking about? In a mental list: you, yes. you no, you no, you yes. And I've wanted to write on this but I still cannot find the words. Different topic and my ____ feels _____ without ____. Which can be considered as unhealthy. Restless, just less. But what is it that is making me feel so? I have some suggestions, or rather excuses, or rather again, suggestions. Perhaps I have caught what you have that is contagious. Or perhaps now after always I actually do.